Thanks Sage and Randy, it helps so much to get another perspective.
I'm not entirely sure why I'm sooooo off base today, other than so many "anniversaries" are around this time....little mini-bombs, I guess. Of course, seeing ow's suv with her damn yellow teddy bear on the dash here all the time doesnt help one bit...
It helps to know what you see in his email, Sage. I know I'm overly sensitive. It's been REALLY hard to keep it shut down, but with the help of all you on the bb i've been managing. I think I may borrow your old goal. How long did it take for your bouts of ow anxiety to go away??????
Randy, thanks for reminding me of something so important, no it won't help at all if I do find anything out, and there's not a think I can do about it. It helps to know you think it looks like he's working on the M. a lot! What forum is your thread in Randy? I never seem to find you....
Maybe I'll just put the see-thru top on for when he comes back from walking!