I think that you handled yourself soooo very well in church. It even sounded like it was natural for you....that must be all that "acting as if" sinking in! I was very relieved to hear that h wasn't "moony" again. I would take being sick to his stomach over that any day! The illness probably stems from his guilt. Or maybe God was punishing him...LOL...afterall, he was in His house. (Got to laugh sometimes!)
I guess that just like a teen, your h's emotions will be up and down for quite a while. Try your best to ride it out and keep venting here when ever you need to. And, of course, keep up with your GAL plans.
I still see a lot of positives in your situation! I know at times that I just want to jump through this screen and shake your h until he's over it...I am sure you do too!...but that won't get him to the end of his journey any faster.
I am rolling along with my h's emotions also. Sometimes I just want to yell, "let me off". I keep thinking about this as a "baking" process and I am wondering if I am going to like what comes out of the oven when he is done....ugh.
