One thing i've noticed and thought I'd post...I know everyone here has gotten tired of hearing me anguish about H wearing his wedding ring. Well, I've noticed that within about the last 2 months, he seems to take it off as soon as he gets home. weird. it makes no sense to me. I cant help but wonder if he's afraid he'll forget to take it off when he'll be where ow might see him. I know, I know, keep my hands off the rope, but I cant help wonder.

Of course I see ow's vehicle with the os-so cute little yellow teddy bear on the dash here at work, and it's hard for me not to get all worked up over it. Of course, it would be a perfect way to play into her hands to get all worked up over it!!!!!

When will this EVER end? and will it ever be able to end unless and until H is willing to give me the support and assurances I need to know that it is really over with them. It's hard for me to comprehend why it is more important for him to not upset her than to not upset me.....

Does his birthday cancelation sound like he's going back through the replay stuff again?????

I havent had an email from him since before lunch today,


been around awhile!