I can relate to you so much. Because I also get very crabby with no sex. Then with me I lash out at him. Which I know does no good but I find I can't seem to help it. When I have had sex I am happy and singing and smiling.LOL
Now also I do masturbate. But I find that it really takes just a tad bit of edge off. But no where near satisfies me. So I have ordered some new toys.LOL Figured maybe the one I had just isn't doing it for me. I found that I was very embarrassed to order these toys. I guess I have always thought I shouldn't need them.
