Do you think she is going to C just to appease you? Does she think you are supposed to go to C and only bring up the good things? hmmmmm Maybe you can bring up to the C how you feel you really screwed up with the dog pills and such when she was gone. If I did that, I would be sure to tell the C exactly why I did that and ask for suggestions on how to stop doing it. Just a thought. Didn't you say her homework for this past week was to be more loving towards you?