Yesterday H called me 3 times! He's been very good lately at letting me know what he is doing and where he is or will be.
He has become very loving, kisses me goodbye every morning, not just peck on lips. I have been very good at dbing but lately notice that I am angry at him. Keep remembering A and OW. I realise I have not yet forgiven him and last night lying in bed beside him i felt like I never will or can.
I don't intend that to be true so I will keep working on it. SOme days are better than others. Divorce busting has been the only thing to work positively for me in my marriage. I never thought about taking a solution oriented approach but it makes so much sense and I keep getting great results.
I am struggling with GAL though. See the message I get from H is that he wants me around to take care of him but I also feel he thinks I am somewhat boring as I "don't do anything" That's what he told MC. I want to GAL but am scared H will feel abandoned and find OW.
Challenge for me to keep dbing as i was a very negative person before and also I think selfish. Need to keep reading others experiences on this Board as has really helped me.
