I just got off the phone with her. She asked if I understood why she was upset, and I ticked off the reasons why. She was also mad that I hadn't called to talk about this, and that I hadn't talked about it last night. She's tired of having to be the one to initiate conversations after my numerous fcuk-ups. I tried to explain that I was waiting for tempers to cool, but she said I was just avoiding her. She thinks I am sabotaging the relationship, and that I WANT to leave the M.
I apologized, but apparently not soon enough, and not for all the right things, and apparently not sincerely enough.
Geeze, I'm tired of all this. I have to treat her with kid gloves, and she treats me with boxing gloves.
