Honey-- You scared me there for a minute. I thought that I had said too much and had all you guys questioning me, now! But, I like a good heart-attack mid-day. Nothing to get the old muscle pumping good and fast!! Except for a good round in the bedroom.
As for the being the aggressor in our relationship. I never really was. Why? I'm not sure but I think it goes back to the whole pedestal thing. Duh!? Am I stupid or what!?! I'm working on much of this in counseling.
As for the MB thing...you are TOTALLY right. I have NEVER wanted my wife more...and I am almost past the point of being a gentleman about it!! Now that I know what it does and how it tamps the desire...especially as we get older...I don't plan to take it up again. You know, three and four times a day as a teen and young adult was not out of the ordinary...but now, one release and I'm out of commission! YIKES!
As for her preferred frequency...I think is somewhere along the lines of morning, noon and night!! But, she would settle for once a day. I'm not sure my little keball would be able to maintain that frequency but if it makes momma happy, at this point, I'm willing to try!!! I have always been fond of the saying, "If momma ain't happy, ain't NOBODY happy!" I just didn't realize how much I wasn't living by it!! DOUBLE YIKES!!
Thanks for the understanding and the chuckle. My heartbeat has returned to normal!