Looking backward...but only to move forward THREE

[sage]

Hi everyone, thanks for the visits! Ellie, I'll definitely check out the books. Sun ! 2much, I'll stop by!

I left work early yesterday for an acupuncture appt. Got home and hung out for a while before going to meet h. I got to the restaurant a bit early and sat at the bar and had a drink. when h came in he was over the top with how good I looked! Said I had a "glow" about me What a nice guy!

We had a good meal and talked a bunch and then went home. We were lazy this AM so no gym but we are finally (!!!) going to be able to hike again this weekend (after a LONG winter!).

I've been struggling a bit with feeling like a "bottomless pit" -- too much going on with work, the job interviewing, school, etc. I mentioned it to h last night and he gave me a big squeeze. This noontime when I pulled my lunch out of my bag I noticed that he had drawn a heart on the box (a frozen dinner). Then he just called and talked a little to me on the phone (which never happens!). Jeez, there's no question the guy is working hard to fill up my love tank! Once again, I realize how darned lucky I am.

No news on the job. They called at least one of my references last night. As I mentioned to h just now, even if I don't get it, I feel as though I've learned a lot from the process that will help me in my search.

Sage