Looking backward...but only to move forward THREE

[sage]

Gosh,

I'm exhausted! I just wanted to make a quick post to journal and update.

I've been pretty mentally wiped all week. h has been great but I've definitely been in "bottomless pit" mode as far as affection goes...I think it's partly because we haven't spent a ton of time together for a while and also because he doesn't have internet at school right now (nor for the last week) so I don't get to talk with him during the day.

Last night he pulled out all the stops and made dinner for me -- first off, the food was fantastic but even more to the point, the whole effort was just awesome and loving. It was a wonderful AOS plus it spoke directly to my "if I switch jobs we're going to have to buckle down and eat in more" rant of late last week. The man listens, listens, listens and responds with action!

I had my second interview this AM. I think it went well but they did tell me they have a second candidate...blah, blah, blah! Ah, well, I'm not afraid of a little competition!

Seems like I should know end of this week/early next!

I just spoke with h .. we were going to go hiking but he's not feeling well (is in some pain) so we're going to relax instead. I need to focus on him and his needs soon...I've been very sage-centric of late.

Sage