I truly hope you never decide to stop posting on this BB. Your threads are so insightful and it helps me know that my feelings are "normal." I understand that my fears may never truly disappear but that I can choose NOT to let them control me. Although, as far as I know my H is still involved in an internet A I am trying (struggling today) to focus on the positives in our R as opposed to what may or may not be going on in their "cyber world."