I think it's good to take a break from introspection now and then. Thinking about this stuff so much can make us crazy, lol. I agree that you seem to be healing Jabez. There's a different tone to your posts now. I'm glad for you. I'm sure your days are still far from easy.
So, what exactly is your situation now? Can you do a current recap?


"Happiness is a butterfly, which, when pursued, is always just beyond your grasp, but which, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you."

- Nathaniel Hawthorne