Jabez - it's my anniversary weekend too - so I can empathise. There is so much unsaid isn't there?

I think your tally of accomplishments is fantastic when you consider what the alternative might be.

Several times this week I've heard the phrase "it's always darkest before the dawn" and I think there's an element of truth in it. Maybe that's the way it is for you right now too?

Take care of yourself.

Oh - and a piece of gratuitious advice - maybe you could get a new counsellor???

V

Never make someone a priority, who makes you an option.