I don't know what to tell you Tag. I guess that if you really want something, you can see past all the bad stuff that comes with a r. My divorce cost me a bunch of money, w told lies about me to help justify the d, made me out to be a real piece of s*!t. They say that love concors all. I know that I am still very much in love with EW, and she knows it as well. In my heart I know that she feels the same way that I do, she just can't make any progress at this point because of family. I have been told this by her friends so I know that it is correct. Just keep in mind that God wont lead you to a mountain unless he knows that you can climb it. Things like this are what has kept me going. If it's meant to be, he will make it happen. We all just need to keep our chins up and walk into the battle so to speak. Peace out, Engine