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I'm not on a roller coaster - I'm just working on me




Who am i kidding?

I'm planning on this weekend reading the bible and hanging out with my 87 year old grandfather. Which is a blessing that he is letting me stay at his farm. I will never get this precious time back with him. I am going to enjoy living with him until my W wants me to move back home. I'm going to do some soul searching this weekend and look for changes I can make.

Yeap - I'm back - why give up?

Galations 6:9 So don't get tired of doing what is good. Don't get discouraged and give up, for we will reap a harvest of blessing at the appropriate time.


Goals - Get the restraining order dropped
Have my S5 call even though their is a RO
W call our Pastor


Actions
Continue to tithe and watch God work
Resist the Devil - Drinking, cussing, and sin
Don't listen to friends or family
Don't contact MIL
Reread Love must be tough

Long term Goals(this is my prayer list)

W wants me to move home
W says she loves me
W and I have another Baby
W drops her Divorce
I stop drinking
W gets a new job
W calls pastor
I go back to school
Not get involed with FF - at leat until my M is over
I quit using tobacco
W continues to become a sweeter person
Be a Godly man
Always admit my mistakes
Wake up every morning and feeling today is a great day
Make a differance by standing up for what is right.
Work hard

I will be able to put dates on all of these, just you watch.