I am constantly hurt by your actions. I, however, do not make it my
> quest in life to rub them into your face. There is nothing going on
> between OM and me. I don't know how else to explain that to you. I
> left because you were not a good husband. You can blame it on whatever
> you want to, but that's not the case.
> I love you and I want to be with you. You need to start dealing with
> the real issues in our marriage, not the ones you think exist.
>
> I love you and I'm not trying to be mean.
W
>
> "There is nothing going on
> between OM and me."
>
>
> There was and i don't know how to deal with it
>
ME
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> >
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I don't know how to defend a friendship, and the thing is, there is no
acceptable way to you that I can. All I can do is listen to you and try
not to get pissed.
W
She then called and asked if that was working. I told her No it is only making it worse.
Then I get this email:
I love you. I'm sorry for past hurts.
W
I made an appt for C. I see this as my problem at this point and I don't know how to deal with it. I think time and the ability to express my feelings to my W might be the only way. I can't continue to beat her up, so that's why C.
Other than moments of resentment things are great. I did send her a dozen roses, that should be delievered this afternoon.
