Just drove 30 miles to have lunch w/W and S5. It was very nice. Got a nice little kiss after lunch.

ML last night, she still has major comfortablabity issues. She has told me she is scared I will leave if she doesn't ML. I've told her that is not the case, but it is important to me. I try not to pressure her, she really does pressure herself. Once things get started things are fine.

Over all had a great weekend - a little/semi-big fight on Saturday where we both expressed hurt feelings about the past. We came to an agreement that we have hurt feelings and we are sorry that we have hurt each other. One good thing that came of this is my W expressed her hurt feelings. Alot of times she just gets angry and doesn't express her true feelings. I have explained to her that getting those bad feelings out is the best way not to build up resentment. It does make me feel closer to her when we communicate on that level.

She did get me a card on Saturday saying how happy she is that I'm in her life.

Same goals- They are still hard to stick 2