Well what worked was being mysterious and going out without telling him where I was going.
I find that difficult now cuz he is home and I feel like the kids are being put in the middle. (H is free to go out like he wants yet I am home being the babysitter of our kids.) I feel like I am neglecting my kids by going out and doing things by myself. Yet they don't question H where he is. No it's always mommy you're always going out. Even when H and I go out they do this. Well I guess they are the kids and we are adults but I feel awful.Like I am being a bad mom.
H did not like that I went out w/ out him but if I do this now that he's living at home I'm not sure how he would take it.
hmmm I will have to think about this. H is frustrating me he tells me he loves me and he wants things to work but yet he is still seeing her.
It is hard to act "as if" this doesnt' bother me. temper temper shhhhh I have to tell myself. When all I want to do is to kick him in the ass w/ my 3 in. heel boots.
Sorry a little frustrated right now w/ being too nice.
I just want my husband back all of him the way he was before. Yes I am glad he is home but some of this crap is killing me.
