Ok let's see H received summons today about accident that wrecked my car. Should be interesting. It's next thurs. St. Patricks day of all days.
I'm so worried about it. It does not say what the blood results said. hmmmmmm wonder what this means. we have consultation w/ lawyer next week.
H and I are supposed to go out later for a little while. We will see since he has been sick this week. We were supposed to go out last night but we stayed in and I made him soup and took care of him.
H was talking today well almost muttering to himself that he had some things to decide. hmmmmm what does this mean? I let it go and did not say anything.
I have been preety good about not mentioning OW. However she has not been as nice and has been butting in and calling and texting. All calls were ignored but he did text back.
Positives: H tells me he loves me. H tells me he wants to be with me. H tells me he wants our marriage. H initiates contact. H asks me what is wrong.
Negatives H has contact w/ her
I need to draw him in to me so that he forgets about her. hmmmm. H said she is more like a guy friend. What does this mean? I said guy friends don't want to F*** you. He said his affair was not about sex that our sex life was great. hmmmmmmm so then what? Well I will just be here contemplating for now. ~inawe~
