Well I am still frustrated with this situation. I see him making baby steps but I also see him having his cake.
Positives: H is home. H made me breakfast this morning. H started looking for a job on his own. H tells me he loves me. H and I ML. H and I took the kids to sled this weekend even thou we were both sick. H comes home every night.
Negatives: H is still talking to her. H still goes and has drinks with her. H has not dropped things with her.
I told H today that he is not giving himself to our marriage 100%. He said "yes i am." I said "no you're not or else you wouldn't be still talking and seeing her." while you are doing that you are not giving yourself to our marriage. H says he loves me and wants our marriage to work I say no you don't because you are going out w/ her and you are not ending this BS.
Now he has been texting me and telling me he loves me. I said K. He said K is that all? I said yes. So now he has been bugging and texting me. Telling me he loves me.
I am so tired of all this drama. I just want him to quit talking to her. Quit seeing her. I want all of this BS over.
Well I am just frustrated and don't know my next move. I see tons of positives but I hate the negatives.
