I know you are right Gabriel. Believe it or not, I am actually excited about detaching. I have a lot of faith that everything will be OK.
This is my to do list:
1. Get a job within the next two weeks. I have been on interviews and have lots of leads so this is a good possibility. A job is really key to my sanity. I am going crazy from boredom.
2. Move within two weeks and set up my new place. Depending on when I get a job, I will probably make my move-in date sooner so I can start to transfer my things and set up my new place nicely. I am so excited.
3. Help with painting my nephew's bedroom. I think I bit off more than I can chew here, but it is looking so cute! I told him yesterday that I would have two walls finished for him. He is three and said that would be OK. He comes home from daycare and calls me to come over so we can look at how far I got that day.
4. Start going to Alanon meetings again. Even when I think I can learn no more, there is always new stuff that I discover.
5. Start doing more things with my friends.
Thanks for the advice Gabriel. Considering everything, I feel better today than I have felt since this all began. I think it is because of my praying and knowing everything will work out for the best whatever that may be.
