Sorry your mood plummeted. You have ever right to vent and we are hear to listen and sympathize. We all have times where we doubt what we're doing and whether the path we're on is the right one.
I'm loath to suggest anything or try to be Mr. Fix-it because I think you are probably blowing off steam. But I don't think it's wrong to question your motives or look at your H and ask if he's the man you want.
Are you partly angry because of you had expectations and he failed to meet them? Did you assume it was this weekend that you were doing something? I think he made several kind gestures and did recognize your taking of the test. That can't be all bad.
I'm sorry you are having a bad day. Good luck on the job search. Try to have a fun weekend without him.
In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt
