I hear what you say about the hope of reconciliation. I'm afraid that an R I had early in the S may have resulted in XW never looking back (although let's not forget she was in an EA/PA at the time and I was reacting out of hurt). Regardless, I have know way of knowing if this is her mindset now. When XW told me recently about the seriousness of her R w/ current OM, she mentioned that she was dating and she knew I was dating, but I don't know how she could, I don't talk about it and I don't involve my K's. Besides, I'm not anyway.
Also, how does keeping the hope of reconciliation factor in regards to the WAS's knowledge. Is it something one keeps to oneself or is it something that the WAS is aware of? And, how does that correlate to pursuit?
I'm so confused as to how to proceed w/ my life right now. I'm confused in my feelings for my XW. I'm confused about how I should conduct myself in regards to the opposite sex. I would want my family back together, given that my XW was willing to see her mistakes and to make changes herself in regards to our R.
I do fear that XW will never look back for what ever reason and that she will always feel she was right in her decision to D.
