I know you are so right. Why didn't I just keep my big mouth shut. My patience is the pits a lot of times. My big mouth gets me in trouble all of the time. I know I am very lucky in my situation for a few reasons. I can be so very bad at DBing yet H still sticks around. I guess in a way I should be grateful for the codependency that he has on me because in a sick way that is the glue holding us together.
Now how do I get out of this situation so I can see him. Should I call and apologize? Should I just say that I have no expectations about us and our reconciliation and that I just want to see him. Oh it scares me. What if he tells me to get lost... What should I do? Should I just wait until I am in town and pop in? He may think that is psycho. When we argue, he usually gets over it really quick even when I am completely in the wrong. Also, if I can apologize just right, he usually melts and is apologizing to me. I don't know what to do.
