I just wanted to add that if my trip wasn't coming up this weekend, I wouldn't even be wondering if I should call H. I would know that not calling H is the right thing to do. I just want him to see me!
I also looked back at my previous posts and figured out when, why and how H apologized in the past. The last three arguements he has apologized and insisted that he was at fault. The first time, he apologized after I gave a long apology, the second time he apologized after I took half responsibility and the third time he apologized when I took even less responsibility. Should I apologize for what I did wrong in this arguement or wait for him to call? I am so positive that he sees me as a great person. I am also positive that he knows what he is doing to me is selfish. This stuff is so hard.
