Jo, right now I'm pretty much terrified that OM has her head turned and that she is infatuated by this new feeling. I may be way off. I hate to ask, partly because I dont want to know and partly because I dont think she'd tell me the truth.
My tongue is sore, yet occasionally things come out of my mouth that set me back. In general I have done well in not expressing the highly charged emotions which I know will only cause more set back. My last vow is to stop asking questions, at this point I dont believe her, so it seems pointless to ask. You are 100% right, I need to back off and give her space, and focus more attention on myself and my boys.
