Hope... I followed your advice and sent H a quick email apologizing for my needy behavior. It worked. Thanks!
I kept it short and told him not to contact me because he has enough to worry about in life (insinuating his recovery). I added that he needs to focus on himself and not to worry about me in any way. I added that I was doing fine. Said I was praying for him.
He called twice in a row while I was out and left one message. He sounded like he had been crying (this recovery stuff has turned him into a sap but I forget I was the same way.) He apologized and said he was a complete a$$hole and jerk to me last night. Isn't that wonderful! He said he knew he was being a jerk when he was doing it. It seems like he is beginning to mirror my behavior in everyway. I hope his mirroring includes my success in recovery. Thanks everyone! It has been a long day. I am going to bed. Good night.
