Everything you have recounted has suggested needy. Everything you do is wrapped up in thought of your H.
Quote: I think it is disrespectful that he tells me he is going to call and then he starts playing his little games
He's hiding something. That is why people play games.
Sam, my suggestion is always the same. Become strong in and of yourself regardless of whether a man (or woman as it may be) is there or not. I know it is difficult, but that is what life is all about. Relationships that work are two strong people coming together to complement each other. Work on your part.