Everything is back on track (and I didn't even shag him just like Tag said ).
My friend Sam (female) rang me up today and asked if my H would fix her computer or build her a new one (he's a computer technician). I rang him and gave him her number.
We then had a very nice MSN conversation where he thanked me because I got him a customer and he needs more money for this new car he's getting (1 score to Jo!).
I told him I wanted to help him out with his finances. He said 'LOL, ta, thank you'.
Later on he came round with dd4 and to have coffee. We chatted and he asked me what I've been up to. I told him I have writer's block and have been struggling with the chapter on this book.
I also told him that I have made some online friends on here and we are all going through the same thing. He doesn't know the site details but when we reunite I will show him.
Then I told him I was worrying about dd1's birthday because every time I get involved with the kids, he gets scared. I said he was hands-offish last visit and it makes me feel as if I have done something wrong.
I said I didn't want to get close to him or the kids if he was going to push me away and not let me be involved with them.
I was sitting on the living room rug when I said this and he knelt down on the floor next to me and took both my hands in his and squeezed them and said 'I know how much you are putting into this.' So that was great, he acknowledges it!
He said he was just trying to take it slowly. I said when he backs off it scares me as I am worried I will get hurt. I asked him directly to tell me if he had second thoughts. I know this is R talk and against DB'ing but I felt it was appropriate at the time and felt comfortable with it.
His response was 'No, I didn't tell you that. I never said to you once that I wanted to end it.' And he kissed me - whooo hoooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He said just because he is taking things really slowly doesn't mean he's not interested in me. Then he kissed me again and left to go and do the computer job.
Still no invite to kids function but at least we have established the fact that he wants me and isn't going to backtrack (so he says).
Now I'm going back to limited R talk, confident, sexy and no more questions.
What do you reckon? I personally thought it was great, and he was looking at me like he thought I was wonderful
