Are you male or female? I am guessing male with a name like bulldog!
I am sorry that you have to be here and hope you get your M back on track. If I can help in any way, let me know.
Hope is what keeps people alive, and I also know I love my H and from the way he is with me, I think it's pretty obvious he loves me too, even if he hasn't said it.
I am going to succeed because I love him and my kids too much to have it any other way, so I will keep going until I win