Jo,
You truly are a doll.
It's not a game. I don't play games. I've lost at sports, college, and even lost a job but this is one loss I'm really struggling with. In the movie "Million Dollar Baby" there's a sign on the wall that says "Winners are simply willing to do what losers won't." I've been doing all that I, counselors, and y'all can think to do and I'm turning up goose eggs. I'm struggling with giving it my all and losing the most important person in my life. Regarding GAL I'm exercising, reading, I'm already looking at homes and planning remodeling, just like you. I'm in limbo right now, by myself without my tools and without my dog. Forget the family. If I just had my dog and tools I could burry myself. I'd spend less time whinning here. You, eyesopened, and geneva have such open hearts and my W's is stone cold toward me. It kills me!
Quote:

"Obstacles are what you see when you lose sight of your goal"
Glen Heggstad






“I’ve learned what I know from defeats.”

Bobby Jones