i am also sry you are here, but it looks like all is not lost for you by far.
it sounds like he still has some great feelings for you, and it also sounds like you have gotten yourself together nicely.
i know your goal is to have him say ILY and to get remarried, and live happily ever after, lol. it is my goal toooooo. but do u have any smaller goals to help you get there?
for example, goal 1. have him take you out on a date. then set a date you would like to see it done by, maybe by 3-20-05.
you get the idea. these small goals and baby steps really add up. and it is so much easier focusing on tiny things then the big prize.
there is a wealth of information on this site. post often, it really helps.
