Alaska Angel sorry to jump on here! zbaby, I hear ya about feeling like you are making things too easy for her to return to you. I feel like that with my W too. She had and EA/PA with her boss who was 12 yrs older than her, married and with 2 kids. We have ML once since she has moved back and I don't know exactly how she felt afterwards but she didn't say she felt dirty. But during the act I kind of felt a little weird because of the images of her sleeping with another guy kept running thru my head. I guess that's one of those things that you and I will have to work on right? I also have wondered if this is all worth it and to answer that question I just look and think about all of the time and effort I have put in just to get things to this point and I have to think that going forward is not going to be as difficult. And even if it is I am well prepared to be successful because of the things I have learned. I guess that's just my thoughts for you to chew on a little.
AA,
Congratulations on your books. That's a huge accomplishment and you should be proud of yourself.
