It's been 4 months since WAW came back to me, well she has her own apartment til Aug and lives about 37 mile away from me. We see each other about 2 weekends a month due to work schedules and the distance. Over all it has been good in the beginning but she is getting to comfortable again. She had a 4 month EA with a man 17 years her senior. Thats one problem and imgaes I still have, secondly I feel she isnt giving her all in making this work between us for what she did to me. I mean being more loving, sweet talk, the whole gambit.
I think I made it too easy for her returning to me and we ML like two days after reconcilling. I felt like I needed to prove myself to her and I don't! She feels so guilty too that she doesnt even want to ML for a while now. She claims to feel dirty. So we are going to C. Our third one in two months. We'll keep tugging along until we find someone that will focus on us...It is hard work. I still feel single at times and wonder if all this is worth it for all the damage she created between two families and us especilally. Time will tell I guess
