I like the idea of this forum. The divorce ball is picking up momentum in my situation, but I haven't completely given up hope---yet. I know I should, but something just keeps me hanging on and hoping against all hope.

My 2/2 court date was postponed because h. had not completed paperwork in time for my L. and I to preview it before the hearing. New date is scheduled for 3/9. I felt I had a small reprieve when the Feb. 2 date was cancelled, but I know it was just prolonging the agony. Yet I guess I believe in miracles.

Does anyone else get over-stressed when there is a message, paperwork, letter for L. etc.? This is a horrible way to live, yet I just cannot agree that there are "irreconcilable differences". I just cannot bring myself to say "this is enough. Let's get this over with". I am so against it both for moral reasons and personal/selfish reasons.

I'm certainly not "done" and don't know if I ever will be.