I went to Fresno (first time there - pretty scary!) on Saturday and got there about 8pm. Hey, NY, thanks again for suggesting the flowers. H was completely surprised and so very happy to see me when I got there. We had a nice night, too. Didn't know much of what there was to do out there, so we just went out to eat and shoot some pool.
I had a bad dream last night about H changing his mind about us again. H wanted a D and actually told me everything that went on in the A. H told me many things I did not want to hear. I know it was just a dream, and it means nothing. It was still bothersome though. Before the A came out in the open, I had dreams all the time of my H cheating on me. I would tell H about these dreams, too, and every time he would say, "That's ridiculous!" Hmmm...
Everything's been going fine today despite the dream sticking in my head. Gotta get rid of those thoughts. They mean nothing. Sorry, more rambling! I just needed to get this out. Thanks for listening.
Valerie
"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination." ~ author unknown
