Ok, so H hasn't called me all morning. I'm thinking it may be due to that unintentional reassurance I gave him last night. But after the way he was talking and sounded last night, I've been feeling quite worried. H has a tendency to really drag himself through the mud a lot during hard times. So, yes, I gave in and called him. I know I probably shouldn't have, but I needed to make sure he was alright.
So I call him and he answers (thank goodness). I said, "Hey! I just wanted to make sure you were alright." H said, "Yeah, I'm alright. I'm here (at the home show) by myself. I've got customers walking through the booth right now." I said, "Ok, I'm glad to hear you're alright. I'll let you get back to work now." Before we hang up, H said again, "I love you." I said, "Alright. I'll talk to you later."
I seriously don't think H would do anything drastic, but at times he really makes me worry. He has never acted in any way to make me think he would even consider taking drastic measures, so I'm just wondering if this may be his way (intentional or not) to get any reassurance from me. When he's acted this way in the past, all he ever wanted to hear me say was that everything would be ok. If he should ask for this, should I give it to him? Or should I tell him that I am just as unsure about things as he is?
Valerie
"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination." ~ author unknown
