I think I'm going to have to get my 2x4 out here, gf. From my objective, distant stance, I'm seeing a lot of negativity here and a lot of self pity. GF, knock it off. Negativity begats negativity. Positive vibes, otoh, begat positive energy.
I know how very hard it is, but you've really got to pull yourself out of this slump and get back in the game!
