"Happiness is a conscious choice. There is no need to look for the next thing to come galloping over the horizon to bring us happiness. Joy is a state of being, not an attainment. Work to shift your focus to one of joy,
faith, and optimism and limitless opportunities will open up for you."

Sounds like some good advice to me!

Yesterday was pretty good day! H was gone working most of day...and has been all week. Thats good why? Because when he doesnt have jobs, he is home a lot more and I think its that we see each other so much, that he feels "smothered". Anyways, so its been nice that he's been busy this week! We ate supper and then both vegged out on the couch all nite! It was nice..we joked around, talked, just had some good quality time together. H even seemed to be...hmmm how can I say it....like trying to show affection, but not really?? Like there would be a reason for him to move his hand on my leg or arm and then he would just leave it there...dont know how to explain it..but its different...and it seemed like baby steps to me.

One thing bugging me...he is supposed to be having a HS reunion this summer..we thought they werent having one, but just last nite they called and said yes. Well, we already have our trips back home planned for the summer, so dont know when he would squeeze that in....anyways, the problem is OW is in his HS class and if they have this, she just might go back for it. Yea, woopee, he has already been to Vegas 2x since the affair ended and saw her, but still...