I was thinking today that maybe when H said "I dont want to hug and kiss you just because....I still dont have those feelings" ..is because he still has some strong feelings for OW. I know that they hugged and kissed and maybe he feels that its not fair to me for him to hug and kiss me yet, because its hard for him to not think of what he was doing with her. How can I understand that? I dont know, but I do...and I forgive him. And I am willing to give him the time he needs to move on from it. If time is what he needs, time is what I will give him.
Positives from yesterday: 1. H brought up conversations with me. 2. H was checking me out when I was walking around house in yoga pants and sports bra. 3. H came to sit in LR with me while I was doing puzzle instead of staying on computer all night.
3 Positives for today: 1. H talked to me about my day and asked my opinion on something. 2. H helped me with the kids today. 3. H told me he didnt like the crust on the pizza I made tonite as much as the other kind I like---BUT, made a point to say that it was still good (so as not to hurt my feelings)
