My 24hrs away was the best! It gave me so much time to just think (or not) and relax! The drive back was scary though..never actually driven the car in the mts before...going up was no problem, but coming down...SCARY!! Not much to the right of you but a looooong ways down!! But I made it home safely...even went to chruch when I got back!
My 3 positives for yesterday: 1. H called me (I didnt answer) and left voice mail saying "Just calling to see where you're at and what your doing, you can call me back if want." I waited til after church to call back, which was 2 hrs later.
2. When I got home, he asked what I did while I was in Mts. (I LOVE that he asks about my life)
3. He sat on couch with me to watch TV and had his hand on my knee! WOW, first time in looong time, unless I put it there! We joked around, laughed, teased each other..it was so nice!
Ok, so what was the "I still dont have feelings for you" supposed to be telling me? SLOW DOWN!! GO AT H PACE!! So that is what I am going to do.
Last night, I said good night, but no kiss....that will have to wait until he's ready!
