Its ok B-- I had been reading all day long and my eyes were killing me, I had to go to sleep!
So, I started reading DR again last night, figured time to really start my DBing again. First I need to put down some goals that will help me see when I am getting closer to the M I want.
1. I want H to express his love for me by hugging me and kissing me and saying ILY.
2. I want H to initiate dates, outings and doing things together.
3. I want H to make me feel that I am as important to him or more important to him than his friends are by NOT answering the phone when we are spending time together and by inviting me along to do things with his friends instead of keeping us separate.
4. I want us both to be able to communicate our feelings to each other without being afraid.
5. I want us to spend at least 10 hrs a week doing something together.
6. I want for me to stop "giving up myself" all the time in hopes of having H love me. (A little codependency thing)
7. And the biggest goal of all...I want us to have a baby!!
There, that is pretty much all of the things that I think about when I think of us having a perfect marriage. Most of it has to come from my H, so here is where I need to DB my butt off and just be PATIENT!
