2 Much- I wish I were there with you. It sounds beautiful. Sorry about the turmoil with H. I agree that you need to back off a little. Remember the rubber band? Put it back on your wrist and snap it every time you start to press. It really sounds like he's just getting spooked. Come on, he wouldn't ML with you if he didn't like you just a little, right?
When you go home, be relaxed and calm. Pleasant. Wonderful, but definitely stop with the emails. If he's not there, he'll just resent the effort.
Catch you later.... Red or white?
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