Some days are just harder than others. Like if we just have an "allright" night the night before, or if H seems a little withdrawn. Then I get all anxious and nervous...did I do something?---what is he thinking about?---is it her?--- IT SUCKS!
Then I wake up in the morning and think..I need to ask him to do something to reassure me....I want to ask him if he would start kissing me when he leaves in the morning...because that is one need I have. But would I get a bad reaction? What if he said no? Or what if he just plain didnt do it? Then I almost feel worse!
This morning I found a cute/funny e card thats said ILY and then I wrote how much I appreciated him and all that he does for me and that I am so lucky to have him in my life. I dont get a thank you or any type of respone at all...like I used to, before EA.
Sometimes it just gets to hard to just keep giving and giving and not getting the things you really want....
