Thank B for the advice....and yes, I have let this go many, many times. The thing is that in the past 6 yrs since H and I have been together, I have always been second in his life. His friends have always come first and been more important. It just really hurts sometimes. I would just like to be the most important thing in his life, just once.
Last night I had a wonderful dream. H has started showing affection and being so nice to me and showering me with love...too bad it was only a dream...but maybe its a sign of whats to come!
I just found this on a dream intepretation site
To see a couple in love or expressing love to each other, indicates much success ahead for you.
