It's just that the last time we ML, he was still involved with OW (still is) and he would turn away afterwards like it was our dirty little secret, a release for him and that's about it. I did not feel better afterwards, I felt cheap and easy. So our last encounter, (August, ugh) was memorable only for how unsatisfying it was. I did it all, I took the lead, I came on to him. I know I can do it, but selfish me, what's in it for me?
Can you tell I'm a little preoccupied lately?
Last edited by Mellanie; 04/14/0503:48 PM.
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