For some reason, this morning I started to read some of my first posts. It was last June that I found out about OW. Wow, its seems like forever ago!! And I posted before that about how I knew there was no OW and H would never do that? How could I have been so clueless??

When H goes to Vegas, it is so hard for me. He left Thurs nite...I called him to ask a question and he just seemed irriated by me. So I made it quick and got of phone.
Friday I did not hear from him all day..decided I was not going to call him, but did text him goodnite and that I hoped to get to talk to him on Sat. (Kind of a hint for hint for him to call) Well, it was about 7 sat night and I just went ahead and called him. He didnt answer, so I left message saying "Just called to say hi and see what you have been up to...if you want, you can call me back later..and if you would, could you let me know what time you will be home on Sun." Got a text back saying he couldnt talk not and would call back later. Cool!!

He did call back and I asked what he had been doing...had a nice, but short talk. But he did offer things he had been doing..so that was nice too...I was glad he called..made me feel better. BECAUSE, he could have not called, right?

I did a "While You Were Out" while he was gone. I redid our computer/workout room for him. He is into sport, so did a sports theme. I sure hope he likes it, it was a lot of work!

I wish OW H would have found out about there affair. Think his going to Vegas wouldnt happen as much. I do think that its probably a little bit uncomfortable for them now..if they do see each other. I dont honestly think they will be able to be "friends" like they were before all this happened. Sad to say, but I think OW probably is a little more sensible about that...last time he went to Vegas, it seemed like she was making excuses about why she wouldnt be hanging out with her brother (my H friend) when they came. Plus if OW' H knew, I dont think he would be seeing her at all when he went there, for sure. Lots of things would be different I think. Especially if they do still talk every once in a while...I dont think that would be happening either if her H knew.

Oh well, cant live on the "if only's" just keep living in the present and working towards the future!