Quote: I am trying to stop saying about how amazed I am. I did tell her at lunch yesterday that I was wating for something to go wrong. IT wasn't that I doubted her, but couldn't beleive how good things were and I didn't want them to end.
To me, this means living in the moment. I am trying to learn to do just that, live in the moment, live in the present, and to keep my head out of the past and out of the future.
I mean, really, isn't the only person we really "spend the future with" is ourself? So, when I think about the future, I try to think only of me; when I'm in the present, I try to focus on the person/people I'm with.
It's not easy, but I'm trying, and it does help me move forward with what I feel is a lasting change.