This past weekend was one of the best in a while. There really wasn't any BIG thing that happened, but lots of little things..
Saturday morning, H and I got off to good start...I went for 2-mile walk and then came home and made big breakfast for both of us...was nice to share the morning together, we don't usually do that. We usually are both doing our own things. After that, we went out in the yard and did some yard work, cleaned garage,etc. H did his usual "chores" and I asked if he could please clean toilets too..and he did. We discussed *future* plans of putting up a shed outside and getting some more exercise equipment. Its so nice how we can have conversations without yelling, or arguing....we just talk now! Then his late V-day gift came Fed-Express. It was a Barry Sanders poster....laminated and ready to be framed....he LOVED it....so, i took advantage of that and said "I think that deserves a kiss right here," and pointed to my cheek. Yes, he did kiss me!! Later on, he left to go do a job....I made sure to hug him before he left...(trying to make it a habit).
Later on, he was leaving to go out with friends and he offered a hug and I went to kiss him on the lips and I got a REAL kiss back from him. NO, barely touch the lips, like he has been doing, but a REAL, lip-locked kiss!! I told him to have a good time and would see him tomorrow!
After he left, I felt like I was on cloud 9!! So silly that the littlest thing could make me so happy!
Sunday, he came home, we had lunch together, he made supper for me...just hung out...it was so good! I feel so good!
So, now gonna keep up the affection, so he will become less and less uncomfortable and hopefully start coming to me....