H and I had a wonderful night out together for the first time in ages. We even had a very enjoyable session of ML. I just took my time and tried to relax.
With V-Day tomorrow I find myself getting a bit tense. It seems that in our household, there is the expection of ML if it is a special "holiday" much more than on an average day. It just puts a lot of pressure on me to perform just because it's V-day. We won't spend anytime together tomorrow, H is working all day and into the night. Even so, I know he will come home with the expectation that because this is the "romance" day that we should have a grand ML session. This is what he does on most holidays...Christmas Day....Father's Day....Valentine's Day...Arbor Day....just kidding. On our anniversary last year, he took me to dinner at a pretty nice place. We had a wonderful time but we both had a bit too much wine and too much food. I just felt yucky. Later he told me that the whole night was ruined because I didn't feel like ML. Maybe I should have sucked it up?
